pain is all that matters cut yourself but no one else and your bed it smells of after fuck the sheets you know they never weap sex tomorrow will it be the same all alone there's no one else to blame take the hand and put it where it hurts yesterday was bad tomorrow's worse you're only happy when you close your eyes wait but it's too late now open your eyes she's already wet see it all the face beside you could you leave please it's better on my own