and find I''d got it wrong
or that I should have been laughing all along
you''re what keeps me alive
you''re what''s destroying me
do you want the truth or do you want your sanity ?
You were hell
and everything else was just a mess
I found I''d stepped into the deepest unhappiness
we get back
I bleed into you
thank God that I don''t love you
all of that''s behind me now
still seems to be above you

I don''t know
I don''t know whether I ever knew you
but I know you
I know you never knew me
I don''t know
I don''t know whether I ever knew you
but I know you
I know you never knew me
Do you want to!

Hope doesn''t serve me now
I don''t move fast at all these days
you think you''ve understood
you''re ignorant that way
I''m sorry, I''m sorry, I''m sorry
I''m sorry I can''t be cancelled out like this
we had to kill too much
before we could even kiss

I don''t know ...