i been here
for hours. i been here for
days. sleepy in your mind.
like a picture all faded from
age. this is my last chance.
to say it to your face. but
i can't stand. to watch
you smiling and turning
away. you lead in forehead
let it die like sunset. i
lead in forehead. i bury it
away. do you remember when
i said "you like him better
than me, huh?". i ain't been
home for years. now
nothing here's the same.
i still here all those voices.
calling out to play.
they leave me cold.
like october wind in
my face. they
leave me empty.
like nothing's worth
living today.