i didn't bother to blow you off i never even thought to call you when i saw you yesterday you said everything was fine and all this laughing means i'm running away cause the things we have are %#&$#! and the things we had are gone sometimes it takes so long to wake up what's the matter with my life anyway? friends around me like to talk i guess they want to know if i'm gonna get a job or if i'm gonna sleep 'til noon all these people need to keep their mouth shut cause in the end the choise is mine you never heard me asking you don't want to play a part i'm living on living so i guess i know who my friends really are all those times it came to stealing you never let me go that far and then you told me not to smoke it but i did and it took me far away, yeah it took me far away