There have been so many times I've questioned if you were even listening, if you even cared about what s going on in my life. And now I know because, heaven opened wide and I could see the glory of God shining through my clouds of doubt. Shining through this hell that I've made. In my dreams I sometimes see you watching over me, protecting me. My own will gets in the way of stepping from this hell that I've made. I can hear you now, I can hear you calling, I can feel you now, your hand upon my shoulder.