i'm going to begin to burn down this house that we built together
i will ignite each room, one by one
my heart will not feed my flames
what led you to this betrayal of my feelings?
you want to be so strong and hold to your selfish convictions
what about our commitment
how can i fill this gray spot in my heart? i thank you
though i'm frightened because i'm sinking deeper
you've locked the door to my seclusion
my own cell, i hate everything, everyone, including myself
my heart will not feed my flames that i've ignited to erase
how can i fill this gray spot, in my heart?
no clean break, no clean slate, just a dusty chalk board