hate consumes me
i search for release
time is the only answer
my conscience weighs so heavily on my soul
so heavily, i will continue alone
share nothing
pierce my eyes
dreams i only wished for secrets never anyone elses
careless and pointless
followed the temptation to the wrong destination
deflection of the truth staring back at me
strength under the sheets
decisions make themselves
forget to love, no feelings, they will never come
this will never fix it
it will never fill the moment